The Five Reasons
I have writer's blocks... a bunch of times. These are the
reasons why I don't write/ write soon/write much:
1. I'm still choosing topics. I don't just
choose any topic. I give my thoughtful considerations on it. Whether I am able/
willing to go deeper into that topic and put it into words?, whether I'm ready
to share those things into public, or not? Whether my knowledge on that topic
sufficient, or not? And many others. I want to write something good.
2. Writing on blogs supposed to be about
things that come across our mind, isn't it? Yet sometimes (especially now), I
feel kinda numb, and unable to settle on something to write. I think about a
lot of other things (which I consider private, and I might not willing to share
publically) in my life, none is a content for writing.
3. My lack of life experiences and
therefore, ideas. I don't go out much, I'd rather stay in my room and recharge
my mind and body by getting some rest after a day at work (my Introvert side, I
am part Introvert). I mostly listen to music or watch movies/TV series by
myself. I go out sometimes, but mostly alone. Since I only know a few people in
this city and my co-workers are as tired as I am after work. So, yeah, there’s no one that I
could ask. Therefore, aku koyok arek ilang :)). Some people say that real
experiences are in the outside world. I am mostly inside. So, there's that.
4. I sometimes have difficulties on putting
words in Bahasa. Since I was in college, I involved with and used English a
lot. And nowadays, I still communicate by using English actively. I even
frequently think and talk to myself in English. There are some words that I know
the terms in English but I don't know how to say it/ needs extra time to translate
into Bahasa. Call me arrogant, nggaya, keminggris or whatever, but it happens to me and it's
true.
5. Personal things that need more
attention. This past month has been too much for me to process, but I'm putting my
life back together and it's not an instant process. And fun facts about me: I
don't do well with changes. I need time. I need to find my own pace and steps.
I even think that I am a bit slow in processing things to do. I make progress.
However, at first I will stumble and trip a bunch of times but will get back up
again.
So, those are mine. What's yours? Tell me
on the comments below. Suggestions on how to deal with these problems are much
welcomed. Cheers!
My biggest problem in writing is that my inconsistency on one topic... Sometimes, sth comes up on my mind forcing me to write... However, after writing several lines, I have another thought to write... And you know what? I simply leave my first writing, and work on "the sudden ideas" ... Thus, I have many unfinished draft on my laptop wkwkw ...
BalasHapusAnyway, thanks for writing this.. I wish to read "tips to tackle writing blocks" in your next post... :)